I've

never regretted something this much. Or wanted something back this badly. I never really believed in what Clementine did in Eternal Sunshine of The Spotless mind until now. I have the option of either feeling this intense unrealistic amount of hope for us and for what we've done and could still do or just forget everything. So far you lead me to believe that doing both is bad, but I have no other choice than do those two things because remembering you and who you are and what we had is to basically continue to love all of it over again. I don't know what else to do, because I love you too much to do anything but try. I'm so sad.