i want him to

i want him to call me
to just talk to me
and take away my loneliness
to ask me how i am
and call me his wittle gumdrop
to make me smile
and make me laugh
and remind me of why i love him so much
but he never does.
it never happens.
and im left here by myself
saying over and over again
how much it's worth the effort to be with him
and how much I love him.
:/