Thursday, January 14, 2010

flutter

the beating of a bird's wings
is a sound further amplified by envy
-my envy


it's a wish only noticeable to me
when the leaves whisper things only heard
by the zephyrs of said wings

my eyes and ears and sensitive to breathe
one only nature has ever come to interweave
little strings put together make the sky
so we have a place to land on when we die

I could die and then be happier forever with the sky

Thursday, January 7, 2010

Shall I compare thee to a summer's day?

How small the time frame was between the day I hoped and the moment I received what I had hoped for
so beautiful
it's been so beautiful and so have you and so have I
I've never wanted someone so genuinely
to be with them, to sense them, to hear them
the way it's been with you, it feels so pure
it feels so magnificent
and it feels like life is exactly the way it is supposed to be
because you're in it
in mine
in my life.

Saturday, January 2, 2010

Hannah

Is making me feel bad.
*sigh* because I haven't fed my turtle in a week and I guess I don't take care of Jackson. Anyway, a few weeks from now PETA is apparently going to take him away or something. Or even worse, HANNAH will take him away. I'm not sure. It's way too early for thought. Jackson is moving. Hannah is breathing. Elisa wants in on my house. I want cake.




Doesn't everyone watch porn?