Who?

My puppy is upset. She is upset because she sees another just like her within the confines of a mirror and cannot touch; she cannot cross the invisible barrier to get to this creature that wants her as much as she wants it. That's where I am stuck. I'm losing pieces of myself. I untied the bow in my hair and wrapped it around a protruding branch. Kept walking. I took off my shoes and placed them neatly next to a lamp post. Kept walking. Pushed and pulled by this notion that some transcendent future lies ahead of me. I go on.
At some point I will end up with nothing and will become the creature on the other side of the mirror saying "how can I get to her?"
How can I find out who the fuck she is?

swing

blissfully, slowly, deeply, truly, everywhere, nowhere, always, never, nothing, everything, love, like, hate, like, love, love love, passion, lust, fucking, nothing, call me, nothing, fill me, empty, wanting, only solely, you, me, everyone in between, walking, running, tightly, gently, nothing nothing nothing, everything.